First of 2013

Its 23:45 and the countdown's begun, waiting for the much awaited ball drop to happen;

Every second passes as we blink our eyes, anticipation and excitment thrives in everybody's hives.

I clear my mind to go back in time, remembering the moments that happened to fly,

Time flies by pretty fast though i realized not much was accomplished off the list i had furnished.

But then there were also those moments when time pauses and looks you in the eye,

It lets you relish the epic journey, one we had not planned for , neither anticipated.

I came back to my senses and wished to time, with just a few minutes remaining,

I wanted no more than for the day to come, when i would have you by my side.

I close my eyes and my heart smiles reminiscing the moments of the past year,

I shake my head with the biggest smile on my face and ask myself "How did i get you? :)"

You drift on my memory like the aroma of incense, elevating me to a different world,

refreshing my senses and making me feel stronger and better than ever before.

You never hesitate to share words of love, appreciation, approval, praise, encouragement,

It still does me in completely.  The joy of it never wears off. It is for you someone special,

These words that I express, To thankyou for always being there for me.

Another year begins with a new milestone to reach,

we have been growing stronger with all the hardships breached,

I open my eyes as the clock strikes 12, with the smile still stronger than before and wish myself,

I am lucky to have met you through my journey from the year to go,

and shall abide by our promises to be and to make things better for us as we give life a go!! ;)

HAPPY NEW YEAR!! 

Expect The Unexpected! - That makes a complete LiFe.

Life is full of many ups and downs, moments of inconceivable joy, tremendous suffering, utter boredom, yet in the end it is all part of a beautiful ride. Most of us have a conscious mind, but what we do not realize is, its one of our greatest enemies. Because the way in which our minds work, we perceive the world in a way that keeps us from actually experiencing it in it’s totality. It works through memory, from logic, and even if we are crazy, the way in which we think may still seem logical to us. Dropping any expectations and going with the flow should allow us to be in harmony with existence, even if it seems irrational and wierd. Life unfolds in miraculous ways the moment you embrace it, you expect the unexpected unexpectedly. I feel with each day its an opportunity to learn something new.

Being in love is one thing . . Being happy in love is another thing . . It is easy to be in love . . Everything seems beautiful and full of happiness . . Every fault seems too small and easily forgiven . But sometimes we tend to screw up, and thats because you expect. The more you expect, the more you feel disappointed and the more you feel disappointed the more things go awry. Having great expectations sounds great but when the expectations are not fulfilled , we become disappointed .

That is the problem ! Disappointments will suck out the happiness. No expectations , fewer disappointments ! It's that simple. Not easy but simple . Try it :) You can't change others , so why do you want to change, its not change that fuels the desire to understand each other or to be in perfect harmony in love, but its the feeling of mutuality and understanding and trying to be the way you are.  Just dont take things seriously. Take it easy. Try to understand the other better . Talk more often.

 If you are afraid of something, speak it out loud. The more you run away from your fears, the more you will be hounded by it. Instead, if you trust then let go. There will be a hand to hold you if you fall, a shoulder for you to rest if you are tired and a shadow to follow if you are lonely. Thats the blissfulness to what you feel when you do not expect.  If you want something , ASK ! Nobody can read your mind.

Your incharge of your own life. You want a happy life , work for it. You want a happy love , work for it too. When you are in harmony, you are able to let go of your expectations of how life should be, and be fully available to what life actually is. See where life takes you, enjoy the ride.

Sure it makes logical sense to make definite and specific plans and to achieve those plans, but for me life has always been more fulfilling when it is approached with no previous expectations. Just having a curious attitude, like that of a child filled with eyes of wonder, wanting to explore a world that is unknown to him.

You live life instead of thinking about how to live. Just like the tag line from Leo Babauta’s blog…smile, breath, and go slowly…that pretty much sums it up.

Angel eyes

When he met you, he never knew,

he would fall for something so brown in hue,

The world shuns away from its glories,

the moment he speaks to them your stories.

For he forgets his stance,

the moment he has a glance of those beady eyes,

with the shallowness of the sea's,

he looses sight of everything around,

with a feeling of being drowned.

The eyes of an Angel he had seen today,

chills running down his arms, not knowing what to say,

behind those beautiful eyes, lies the most divinest of souls,

warm and passionate, but not everyone knows.

His heart was stolen, in the most modest way,

she makes him soar when he is down,

and when frozen he feels all warm,

they shine so bright in the darkness of the night,

he just feels to sit and stare , in her sweet angel eyes.

Autumn sunshine in Spring

That is how i have been feeling lately, the feeling of compassion wiped out by the true solace found in the warmth of a smile that speaks wonders.

 Thought i realized what it was, but no i haven't. 

The divinity that radiates from your soul, sweeps me up to a third world

when you wish upon a star, it makes no difference who you are

if your heart is in your dream no request you make is too extreme.

Like a bolt of lightning, fate stepped in and she saw me through,

Life's Mystic ways, for one to travel and unfold,

gave me a chance to travel the less trodden by two folds.

A place where i found bliss and behold the pure solace,

long i stood , looking down the path that she led me through.

I saw things clear and blue , just like the deep blue sky with no gloomy clouds,

right to the point called horizon where the sky touched the grounds.

I couldn't relieve more so unable to revive, as the time spent with you just passes by,

Many a times spirits spoke the truth to my heart, as i disregarded their words and pleas,

But were they able to bring the sweet joy into my world?, the kind of which i had never known.

What made alive in me that subtle change, was the song that i only know,

which keeps singing happily to me your name.

You are all the things that I find to be sweet, especially those that make me smile in every way.

I have finally found the peace,that my heart did really need,
I have finally found a quiet place, in which my tired mind could flee.

And so this is how my journey began under the autumn sunshine in spring,

but now i know it is true, when you wish upon a star,

     Your dreams do come true.

DEDICATION TO THE MOST DEDICATED FRIEND I COULD EVER HAVE!!

Wiki says A Soul Mate is believed by some to be the person with whom one has a feeling of deep or natural affinity, similarity etc., Richard Bach says- "A soulmate is someone who has locks that fit our keys, and keys to fit our locks. When we feel safe enough to open the locks, our truest selves step out and we can be completely and honestly who we are; we can be loved for who we are and not for who we’re pretending to be. Each unveils the best part of the other. No matter what else goes wrong around us, with that one person we’re safe in our own paradise". But, I say what if the key is lost?? We do not get our soulmate? As per Wiki (again) human sex ratio is 101 males to 100 females and also an scientific assumption that 105 boys to 100 girls. Now, does this means that those 5 guys do not find the soul mate?? I'd say its an old funda made just to convince ourselves that out there we have someone made "only" for us, our soul mate.

Its amazing how we fell in love for the first time and felt "Yes, he/she is the one, he/she is my Soulmate" but later, what went wrong??? Did the lock find another key?? Or the key was unable to open the lock at all?? Were they just runner-up contestant in this show called Happily ever-after?? Werent we truest selves to them or were we just pretending?? Have we lost our soulmate or is there another soulmate made for us?? And if we dont find one?? Are we going to wander our entire  life in a search of one?? 

Well, it could be just our perception. I cant help but believe I have got more than one soul mate. I can be my truest self to my soul mates. I cannot and dont pretend to be someone else with them and it is safe enough for me to open my lock with them. I have lots of similarites with them and a feeling of deep natural affinity- "My friends are my Soul mates" :) I live in a generation where I have learnt and truely believed "one key fits all". They are my Master Key and I am sure they are your master keys too! 

To You Mom

We have been living in the house since the day that we was born,

Those walls have seen us happy, of all the ways you cared for us,

You were a gift divine and made us grow up to be strong.

You were up all night with a screaming baby, you run all day at the speed of light and

Every day you feel a little bit less, like always the beautiful woman you are.

Those walls also had the front row seat to the breaking of my heart,

I thought the pain was here to stay, but forgiveness made a way.

I remember running down the hallway, playing hide and seek

I didn’t know that I was searching for someone to notice me.

I felt so alone and undiscovered, and now I am old enough to understand.

Just when I am supposed to be listening, I let you down so many times. 

I just keep counting the ways I have let you down,

But no matter how many times I messed things around,

You were always patient to hold me down

And you taught me the ways of dealing with that could have taken me down.

I have reached a stage in life where I am strong on my two own feet,

I now have only one thing left to do, that’s to fulfill all that you have seen me to be

While you struggled to get me through, I sometimes really wonder how?

You were there when we took our first steps, and went unsteadily across the floor.

You pushed and prodded: encouraged and guided, until our steps took us out the door,
You worry now Are they ok?, Is there more you could have done?
Where we are is where you have led us, with your special love you showed us a way,
To believe in ourselves and the decisions we make.

Taking on the challenge of life day-to-day, and where we go you can be sure,
In spirit you shall never be alone.

For where you are is what matters most to us, Because to us that will always be home...

Its all about forgiveness that makes you Human!

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